For the first time, I have collected all my writing on the subject in one place. The pieces in this zine were written between 2014 and 2019; including my early writing on polyamory as well as my more recent work. This zine moves away from simple (and often judgmental/shaming) frameworks around managing jealousy, and toward a recognition of the distress traumatized and attachment injured people can feel when trying to navigate polyamory. Understanding distress as an embodied, nervous system experience, rather than simply a cognitive one, this collection of writing is trauma and attachment informed. Normalizing and validating distress while exploring the experience of earning secure attachment and developing nervous system regulation, this zine draws on both my personal experience as an anxiously attached polyamorous person living with c-ptsd, and my experience as a facilitator teaching my Trauma Informed Polyamory workshop. It’s a thick zine with fourteen pieces of writing covering topics such as non-hierarchical polyamory, queer platonic love, shame, anxious preoccupied attachment, avoidant attachment, desiring polyamory, and nervous system regulation. With a bright pink risograph cover, this zine celebrates trauma survivors and the hard work and great courage we put into love.

    Figuring out how to get started is the problem. Becoming an intern at Master’s Media seems like a good place to start. Once she meets her bosses, she starts to wonder if she really knows just what she wants.Cousins Jase and Milo Masters came from nothing but now they have everything. At least that's what the world thinks. Running their own billion-dollar media empire has its perks--and its downfalls. Women throw themselves at their feet, but they know only one woman will do--for both of them.They share more than their fortune and business--they want to share Fallon. Sweet and sassy with curves worthy of more than one man's attention, they will convince her they are part of her bonus package.

    selected tweets from a month of delightfully hilarious SSRI-induced mania!

    boundaries, ethics, jealousy, power dynamics, and desirability/privilege. There's even an exhaustive list of red flags to save you time and heartache.

    Her friend’s reaction, however, wasn’t what she had expected and, upset by her criticism, Nadzia left her at the café where they had met.Waking up the next morning, Nadzia was no longer in her bedroom, finding herself in a world of her creation, surrounded by dangerous magic and vaguely familiar settings.With a country at war and no clear way home, time is running out and Nadzia has to find a way to gain the trust of the very people she created and figure out her confusing feelings for two of her own characters. She soon realizes stories aren’t perfect when there is no one left to write them.

    It was a "dirty trick," but the only way he could give them the runner slot without making Kev one. The Tom Cat told them they weren't really welcome, but he'd been waiting for them. He made it back after he clawed off several more spies and Tanner and Kev learned all of what he needed to heal.Life's great decisions must be made fast when life is lived in the heart of war.

    And not just any peaches—special ones, painstakingly engineered for the royal family.But a freak accident means my precious peaches are a juicy mess on the streets. They’ve gone to fruit heaven.I’m in so much trouble with the haughty, handsome kings. And they’re demanding the only fruit I have left as payment.With my family’s legacy on the line and two royal heartbreakers staring me down, I have one delicious choice to make.The only question: will it be enough to save me?The Flirt Club presents True Love X2, a series of MFM romances with double the heat, double the heart, and double the happily-ever-afters! Guaranteed!

    

    Between the unending nightmares, PTSD, depression, and isolation, the mental skirmishes never end. Those sweet whispers of the dark wisps promise freedom from the pain, and it’s getting harder to say no.When she witnesses a tragic accident, she catches the interest of her classmates Taka and Shinji, two boys with reputations for being casual playboys. But they let Miho see what no one else bothers to notice, like the regular abuse Shinji hides behind a sweet smile and easy-going laugh and Taka’s barely leashed rage and frustration over his inability to protect his best friend or even control his own destiny. What starts as a hesitant friendship becomes a deep connection the three can’t ignore, but do they dare dream of happiness when the world around them seems bent on destroying them?Deviations is an upper YA romance that includes a positive exploration of alternative relationships and a realistic portrayal of abuse and teens battling mental health issues.