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Beck And Call


Abby Gordon - 2010
    All her adult life, she’d done what was expected—worked hard, went to school, cared for her aging grandfather, and ignored her own needs. Just once, she wanted someone to take care of her and bring her passions to life. But those deeper, darker desires seemed so forbidden without the right partner.Keith McLauren had spent years training for this moment. He was a Dom and a he’d finally found the perfect submissive. She might be his secretary but she’d never been at his beck and call. Could he make her his without ruining everything?

Maisy's Keeper (Club Drift, #1)


Saffron Hayes - 2018
    The next book in the series will be set in the same universe but have a different couple at its heart.

The Compound


Claire Thompson - 2013
    There she is placed in the hands of Master John, a stern Dominant with the reputation as an uncompromising taskmaster. Despite rigorous 24/7 sexual submission, erotic torture, endurance training and punishment, Alexis smashes again and again against self-imposed walls of resistance that keep her from attaining her goal.Master Paul Evans is well aware of The Compound rule never to get involved with the trainees, and that’s never been a problem—until now. From the moment he sees the lovely Alexis, he feels the powerful allure of her sensual beauty and submissive spirit. Will he risk everything to steal her heart? This smoldering mix of dark, edgy BDSM and hidden desires threatens to combust into a firestorm of forbidden passion, lust, and ultimately, love.

Amber's Agreement, Submissive Summer Book 1


Cherry Allen - 2013
    But short on college funds, Amber decides he's the only one left she can turn to for a loan. In exchange for the money, Greg wants her submission and a summer of kinky sex. And Amber really wants to go to college . . . .This is the first story in the Submissive Summer trilogy. The next two stories are:Amber's Education, Submissive Summer Book 2Testing Amber, Submissive Summer Book 3Look for the entire trilogy--Submissive Summer, The Complete Amber Trilogy--in one ebook!What begins as a BDSM agreement between two people on shaky, ambivalent ground becomes something much more than just sex over the course of the trilogy.(NOTE: This short story, and the entire trilogy, is a mirror edition. This story is almost the same as in Worship Your Master, but with the taboo relationship removed. If you've read that story or that trilogy, don't purchase this one!)

Six Weeks of Seduction (La Petite Mort Club)


Ellis O. Day - 2018
    One hundred and twenty days since he’s touched Sarah, tasted her, felt her heat wrapped around him, but tonight his abstinence will end. Tonight, she’ll come to La Petite Mort Club and they’ll resume their passionate affair. Except she doesn’t show up—no phone call, no letter, no nothing. It isn’t possible that she doesn’t want him. She was as hot for him as he was for her. He needs to find her and show her that she wants him as much as he wants her. Then he needs to f*** her and forget her. Sarah would love to see Nick again, but guys like him don’t wait four months for any woman. There is no way he’ll still want to see her and she isn’t going to allow herself to be humiliated and hurt again. Nope. They’d had their fun but it was over. Done. Completed. When they meet again, Sarah sees it as one bonus night of fabulous sex but for Nick one night with Sarah will never be enough. Can Nick prove to her that he is exactly the kind of guy she needs or will Sarah’s past cause them to both lose their chance at true happiness? This book contains adult material and is only suitable for those over 18. It is a HEA story.

Bound and Determined


Sierra Cartwright - 2011
    The Quinn men have been kidnapping O’Malley women for eight hundred years, and when Sinead O’Malley finds herself upside down over her mortal enemy’s shoulder, his strong hand on her rear, she fights her response as hard as she fights him.The damn men of the Quinn clan have been kidnapping the women of her family for nearly a millennium.When Sinead O’Malley finds herself upside down over the shoulder of the tall, dark, and mortal enemy Jack Quinn, she’s determined to fight him every step of the way.Enough is enough...Jack is bound and determined to break the eight hundred year old curse, no matter what it takes, including tying her to his bed and demanding her total submission.Reader Advisory: This story contains wickedly hot MM and MMF BDSM scenes in a MF relationship

Twisted Obsession


Iris Ann Hunter - 2016
    I was wrong. It was a random encounter that I should’ve walked away from. I should’ve spared him. I should’ve let him go. But I couldn’t. I don’t know how to explain it. Daniel just sucked me in, made me forget the obsession that holds me captive. If he only knew my secrets, he would run, he would leave me behind. But he doesn’t. He won’t. Instead, he inches closer, until I’m laid out bare, revealing everything. Because that’s what he does to me. That’s his power, his pull, and he does it so effortlessly. Merely a glance, or a graze of his touch and I’m weak all over. In many ways, he reminds of him…the man I love, the man I’ve been saving myself for. But Daniel has secrets too…secrets that change everything. (This is a novelette of roughly 16,700 words. It is a dark, tender, twisted read with BDSM elements. Intended for mature readers.) ***** EXCERPT... “Daniel,” I whimper. He tilts his head, then leans in, his lips brushing against mine. So soft. So intimate. My eyes hood, watching his face, watching the light and dark merge into something almost peaceful, but at the same time pained. A dark lock of hair falls across his forehead as he slants his mouth against mine and slips his tongue inside me. It’s gentle, tender, swirling along mine before he groans, then retreats, his eyes drifting down from my mouth to my breasts. He stares at them, then lifts his hand and begins tracing the outline of my right nipple with his fingertip. I gasp, watching my flesh pebble beneath his touch, beneath the fabric, feeling utterly helpless on his lap. Then he pinches my flesh, hard, and I gasp. When his eyes shift back to mine, they’re dilated, almost black now. A low throaty grumble oozes out of his throat and he shifts in the chair, pressing his hips upward. I moan when I feel the hardness beneath me. “Please,” I whimper, the need so acute it hurts. “I know, baby,” he soothes, brushing his lips against my temple. “I know.” I feel a rush of heat and adrenaline fill my body and flood my heart. A moment later he stands, places me gently on my feet, then leads me to the other side of the desk. He turns me around and begins undoing my wrists from behind my back. It’s only then that I notice what’s attached to each of the two pillars. “What are the chains for?” I ask, a little breathless. I feel his lips press against the back of my head. “They’re for you. But then…you knew that already.”

The Arrangement


Mimi Wilde - 2014
    It contains sexual acts.All her friends advise Hope Wainwright to leave her husband. He has already cheated on her once, and the odds are he’ll do it again. She could sue him for divorce, and walk away with a nice settlement. The problem is she doesn’t want to lose him. She still loves him desperately, and she’s willing to do anything to keep him, to suffer any humiliation, any indignity, to hold onto him. But nobody, not even her husband, could believe the plan she came up with. If her husband wanted a whore, she would be a whore for him, and she would fulfill his every fantasy.

Enslaved


Simone Leigh - 2016
    About to end it all, she encounters a stranger who takes her on a wild ride of passion, convincing her that she has something to live for. This is the first episode of a story of Master and Slave, BDSM erotica. Adult content. For mature readers only.

The Silken Edge


Laci Paige - 2012
    Her best friend, Sherry, is into the BDSM scene, and on a whim and a bet, Kristy finds herself in the playroom at an exclusive club. A disguised Dom named Master Jay uses sensation play and a piece of silk to help her discover the world of kink. She finds it enjoyable and addictive, but what she doesn't know is that Master Jay is really Jake, a much younger man to whom she's strongly attracted.For the past couple of years, Jake quietly watched Kristy in his gym. He doesn't care that she's older than him; he wants her. When the virgin BDSM sub he's hired to train ends up being Kristy, Jake almost falls apart. During the scene they play at the club, he fantasizes about getting her into restraints in his own playroom. But Kristy is shocked when she learns that the two men she desires are one and the same. Can Kristy who's led a vanilla sex life, and Jake, who knows nothing but kink, find a future together?

White Knight Dom Academy


Lucian Bane - 2014
    and Mrs. Dildo USA.As the new "Faces" of the large adult-toy company, they're required to train at least five couples within five years, in the art of Dominance and submission. In addition to selling X amount of Gladiator toys.Only problem is, Gramma isn't leaving Maplewood, Missouri, which means they'll have to conduct Undercover Operation-Kink in Tara's stuck-up, religious hometown, without getting caught and having the entire family thrown out.But two million dollars is two million dollars, and Lucian and Tara didn't come all this way to forfeit everything they sacrificed. So, the plan is to Dom and sub up, find a way to pull this kink-heist off, and collect their winnings. And with the help of his good friend Steve, he's sure they can manage anything.

Choke Me, Spank Me, Pull My Hair


Nicety - 2013
    Most of them fail but there are some that can be salvaged if you're willing to put in the work. Starla isn't getting what she needs at home so naturally the first piece of sexy tail that swings her way, she will pounce on. But nothing is what it seems in this tale. Will Starla get more than she bargained for or will she get just what she needs? Slide right into this short, sexy, steamy erotica guaranteed to WOW you every second.

Punishing Miss Primrose, Parts I - V: An Erotic Historical in the Red Chrysanthemum Series


Em Brown - 2014
     A member of the wickedly wanton Inn of the Red Chrysanthemum, where the most taboo and illicit pleasures are indulged, Miss Primrose—or Mistress Primrose, as she prefers—left Nicholas Edelton a shell of a man. Now his older brother, Spencer Edelton, the Marquess of Carey, intends to provide her a set-down she will never forget. ~~ Weary from exacting her revenge upon the man who raped her sister, Beatrice Primrose has had her fill of men of privilege and presumption, but she accepts a fateful invitation from a handsome nobleman to spend a sennight at his estate for a grand sum of money. She soon learns, however, that she will not get to reprise her role as Mistress. To her horror, she finds his lordship expects her to submit to him! But Beatrice won’t give in so easily. ~~ In a clash of wills, fueled by vengeance and lust, Lord Carey and Miss Primrose wrestle for dominance in, and out of, the bedchamber. Their biggest struggle, however, may be against their own desires… Can Miss Primrose take what she dishes? And will Lord Carey succumb or succeed in punishing Miss Primrose? READER ADVISORY: Punishing Miss Primrose is an erotic historical romance with BDSM elements. It is written as a serial of short stories, which can be purchased individually or in bundled sets.

The Assignment 2


Abby Weeks - 2014
     Lacey Garner thought her life was under control. After struggling for years to get away from the seedy world of brothels and cheap whores she grew up in, she has finally made a new life for herself as a writer for a prestigious news magazine. But now the assignment has come along and challenged everything she thought she knew about herself. Tasked with going undercover as a call girl to get the inside scoop on one of New York's most secretive and prestigious boy's clubs, she now has to come face to face with her past. As these rich and powerful men humiliate, debase and dominate her, she realizes just what it means to be treated like a whore. She's not sure she can take it. The experience is beginning to take its toll. She feels lost, alone, and worst of all, she feels like a slut. She is thinking more and more about the life she left behind and the dark past she managed to escape. She lies awake at night, troubled and scared, fantasizing about being dominated sexually by men who treat her like an animal. She knows she needs to get her emotions under control, but she also knows that she needs to get this story. If she doesn't her entire career is at stake. Lacey never imagined that the world of her past and her dreams for the future would ever collide like this. Now that they have she has to decide if she has what it takes to get through it, get the story, and give these brutish men what they deserve. Don't let her do it alone. Join Lacey in this journey of sexual and emotional struggle and ultimate triumph.

Midnight Caller


N.J. Cole - 2013
    When a mysterious stranger calls to tell her that he is watching, fantasy becomes reality as she begins to perform for him. Following his instructions over the phone while he watches from afar, she finds herself craving more.Oliver Durant has always been drawn to humans to exert the dominance and control his kind needs to feel alive. While secretly observing her and calling nightly, he can’t seem to get enough of Rebecca, whom he refers to as butterfly. His urges with her are stronger than the need to dominate, as he is driven to possess her in every way.Both of their worlds are turned upside down when they finally meet and she agrees to enter into a Dominant/submissive relationship with her Midnight Caller.