I was guilty. And I used to not feel bad about having those feelings. My husband was evil and most days I hated him. I used to come up with outlandish schemes in my head to get rid of him without evidence coming back on me. I’ve watch Snapped many times. You had to play that shit careful or a jury wouldn’t believe your word.Ironically, now that my husband Marcos Beauchamp was laid up in the hospital, hanging on for dear life, I kind of felt guilty about my vindictive feelings. Did all of my hopeful wishes bring this about? I can’t lie; a part of me was laughing inside. Not a giggle laugh either. It was one of those deep from the belly that worked its way up to the throat and came out forceful like you had heard the funniest shit ever. That’s wrong; I know, but you don’t understand. This man has taken me through hell and it serves his ass right.~~ Nephia Beauchamp, mother of seven and wife of a woman beaterHate to Love You takes you deeper into the life of Nephia as she recalls a traumatic past that leads up to the near fatal death of her abusive husband. She finds herself at a crossroad and unsure of what direction she will go. Take this journey along with her and see if Nephia’s faith will allow her to stand by him or simply walk away and start anew.

    What he didn't have was a family of his own. At the age of twenty-six, Deno yearns for a family after losing both parents in a plane crash. Aminah Woods had a sassy mouth that got her in a lot of trouble on the streets of Baltimore. She spoke her mind and didn't care who feelings she hurt. At the age of twenty-two, the young heiress didn't care all about life, after the loss of her mother. When a situation occurred, Deno was there to protect Aminah from any harm that was brought her way. Even giving her place to lay her head. Things didn’t come easy with the couple, and they found themselves arguing more and more. When Aminah found out she was pregnant, she never knew drama would follow behind her where Deno was concern. Being the most powerful man in the streets of Baltimore, Deno has enemies that are out to get him. Would Aminah and Deno relationship survive the hurricane that brews right before their eyes or will Aminah found out how life turns out when she got knocked up by a kingpin? *If you're not into violence or profanity this book is not for you. Strong profanity is in this book. Thank you, Nikqua*