It's the only way to survive. The only way not to draw the living dead. Helping a small group of people, she learns the new world might not be what she assumes. Venturing out of her refuge and comfort zone, she meets Rudy, who helps her find a greater purpose. She realizes that the world has moved on without her. Only it's not what she expects. Her knowledge of the living dead grows and only makes her more curious as humanity continues to hang on by a thread. While on her search for answers she finds comfort in new friendships and love, but her past seems as if it will haunt her forever. Kansas takes it upon herself to help other survivors, which would be easy if the famished were the only obstacles.

    She isn’t focused on school. Or boys. Or friends. Normal doesn’t exist for her. Surviving consumes her days. Trying to stay sane overwhelms her nights.Because for Emily, sleep doesn’t bring rest. It brings her own personal hell.And through it all, he’s there. Her mysterious tormentor. Her unlikely savior. A constant. Always watching. His presence haunts her. His love consumes her. He becomes her world as she slowly loses everything.But he exists only in her mind. Or does he?Good and evil play out on a distorted landscape where dreams become reality. Madness looks like sanity. And Emily soon learns that love can be the thing that kills you.