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Into the Light
L.B. Simmons - 2014
Trust me when I say, it's a breathtaking sight to see. You burn as bright as the sun."When Aubrey Miller begins her education at Titan University, she is no longer the beautiful, blonde-haired, blue-eyed girl of her youth. In fact, she's no longer even Aubrey Miller. Overcome with guilt and unable to cope with the loss of her beloved family, she has long since buried eight-year old Aubrey along with them and transformed herself into Raven Miller. Now with jet-black hair, multiple sets of eccentric contact lenses, and several facial piercings, she's veiled herself in complete darkness as a form of protection for herself, as well as others. As she enters her first year of college, her goal is simple: Earn a degree with the least amount of social interaction as possible. What she never anticipates is the formation of very unlikely relationships with two people who will change her life in ways she never believed possible: Quinn Matthews, the overtly cheerful pageant queen, and Kaeleb McMadden, a childhood friend who never really let her go. Over the years, as their connections intertwine and strengthen, a seemingly indestructible bond is formed between the three. And eventually, the ties of friendship and discovery of first love begin to coax her from her darkened path as they slowly bring Aubrey back to life. But when faced with the possibility of yet another death, one from which she may never recover, Aubrey finds herself lost again, burying herself deeper than ever before beneath the familiar abyss of her fears. Spanning the course of four years, this is the story of a young woman's plight to finally reemerge, finding strength within unbreakable bonds as she delivers herself from her own manufactured darkness and safely back . . . Into the Light. ****WARNING - Due to the graphic nature of some scenes, this book is not recommended for those who are particularly sensitive to the death of a child and/or suicide and is intended for mature audiences only. Contains adult language and themes.****
Impact
Haley Jenner - 2019
Before. šš§šµš¦š³. You donāt need to know too much of my life before. Itās no longer relevant to my story. The damage is mine. Iām a ghost. The shell of the girl from š£š¦š§š°š³š¦ striving to survive in the š¢š§šµš¦š³. Love. Life. Friendship. Iāve pushed it all away in my fight to breathe another day. Who am I? No one. Worse, Iāve lost sight of šøš©šŗ I continue to endure. Until him. Until he reminds me of the girl of before.
Between Here and the Horizon
Callie Hart - 2016
You think you want to know me. But trust me, Miss Lang. Pursuing me will be the worst mistake you ever make. Iām broken beyond repair......and I take great pleasure in breaking everyone else around me.āOphelia Lang needs money, and she needs it bad. Her parentās restaurant is going under, and ever since she lost her job teaching third grade elementary, scraping enough cash together to pay the bills has proven almost impossible. Her parents are on the brink of losing their home. The vultures are circling overhead. So when Ophelia is offered an interview for a well-paid private tutoring gig in New York, how can she possibly say no? Ronan Fletcher is far from the overweight, balding businessman Ophelia expected him to be. Heās young, handsome, and wealthy beyond all reason. Heās also perhaps the coldest, rudest person sheās ever met, and has a mean streak in him a mile and a half wide. A hundred grand is a lot of money, however, and if tolerating his frosty temperament, his erratic mood swings and whatever else he throws at her means sheāll get paid, then that is what Ophelia will do. Her new boss is keeping secrets, though. Awful, terrible secrets. The ghosts of Ronan Fletcherās past are about to turn Opheliaās future upside down, and she canāt even see it coming. Note: Between Here and The Horizon is a brand new standalone contemporary romance novel from USA Today bestselling author, Callie Hart. Between Here and the Horizon does contain some scenes of violence and sexual content, and so is directed at audience 18+.
180 Seconds
Jessica Park - 2017
For Allison Dennis, all it takes is 180 secondsā¦After a life spent bouncing from one foster home to the next, Allison is determined to keep others at armās length. Adopted at sixteen, she knows better than to believe in the permanence of anything. But as she begins her third year in college, she finds it increasingly difficult to disappear into the white noise pouring from her earbuds.One unsuspecting afternoon, Allison is roped into a social experiment just off campus. Suddenly, she finds herself in front of a crowd, forced to interact with a complete stranger for 180 seconds. Neither she, nor Esben Baylor, the dreamy social media star seated opposite her, is prepared for the outcome.When time is called, the intensity of the experience overwhelms Allison and Esben in a way that unnerves and electrifies them both. With a push from her oldest friend, Allison embarks on a journey to find out if what she and Esben shared is the real thingāand if she can finally trust in herself, in others, and in love.
Surviving Amber Springs
Siobhan Davis - 2018
First place honors go to my twin, Ethan; however, hate isnāt a strong enough word to convey how people feel about him. Not that I blame anyoneāsome days, I hate him too. Mostly, Iām just lost and afraid, drowning in a sea of betrayal and guilt, wondering how this happened right under my nose. Thereās no choice but to leave. To move clear across the country in a last-ditch attempt to start over. Transferring to a new school midway through senior year is hellish for most people. For me, itās a welcome reliefāuntil someone discovers our secret and now everyone knows. The pointing, whispering, and scathing looks follow me around again, and Iām back to square one. Except, this time, Iām not alone. Axel, Skeet, and Heath took me under their wing from the minute I arrived here. Iāve no idea why three of the hottest guys in town took any interest in me or why they continue to have my back, but Iām so grateful to have them in my corner. Because, right now, theyāre the only reason Iām not following my brother into an early grave. This is an upper YA/NA standalone. Due to sensitive content and possible triggers, this book is recommended to readers aged 18 and older.
Tight
Alessandra Torre - 2015
In my life as a single, thirty-two year old woman. I had a good job, wonderful friends, my independence.I also hadn't got laid in three years. Hadn't been on a date in two. Had stopped counting calories and wearing makeup... a while ago.Then Brett Jacobs waltzed in. Caressed my thigh, dug rough fingers into my hair, lowered his soft mouth to my skin, took sexual control of my mind and stirred it all around with what he packed in his pants. He flipped my quiet life upside down and crawled into a place in my heart I thought was dead.The issue is his secret.The issue is her.The issue is that I don't even know she exists, and he thinks she's dead.The issue is that shit is about to hit the fan and I can't hold on to him tight enough.
You Loved Me At My Darkest
Evie Harper - 2014
Kidnapped by a rich madman, Sasha is sold into slavery, while Lily is forced to join The Collection, a unique bevy of exotic beauties enduring frequent horrors at the hands of elite bidders. However, no amount of pain and suffering will break Lily, who will stop at nothing to save her younger sister. Possibly with help from an unlikely ally.Love is stronger than loyaltyā¦Attempting to prove his allegiance to his employer, Jake is tasked with guarding the unruly and uncontrollable Lily. He canāt afford to help her in her quest to free Sashaānot if he hopes to fulfill his own agenda. But in their dark, gritty, tension-filled world, solace is taken wherever itās found. Bonds are formed and hearts engage despite Jakeās resistance and both their attempts at self-preservation.When certain secrets come to light, the resulting explosion has breathtakingly bittersweet consequences that, by the end, may not leave everyone wholeā¦or alive.
Unbreakable
Rebecca Shea - 2013
Sheās a good daughter, makes excellent grades, and always strays on the safe side of life. The last thing she thought would ever happen was falling in love with her best friendās brother. But sometimes fate just has a way of bringing two people together. Wide receiver for the University of Arizona, Gabe Garcia, seems to have it all. When his feelings for Jessica come to surface, Gabe will give up everything to be with her. But what happens when a tragedy abruptly changes the course of your life? For Jessica and Gabe, everything they thought they knew about each other will be questioned. Sometimes, there are scars in life that are cut too deep to completely heal. Will their love prove to be unbreakable, or will it shatter and prove fate is just another lie?*This book contains mature subject matter and is not intended for those under 17 years of age.*
So Much More
Kim Holden - 2016
It comes out of nowhere. Thereās no logic to it. Itās not methodical. Itās not scientific. Itās pure emotion and passion. And emotion and passion can be dangerous because they fuel loveā¦and hate.Iām now a reluctant connoisseur of bothāan expert through immersion. I know them intimately.When I fell in love with Miranda, it was swift and blind. She was the person Iād elevated to mythical status in my head, in my dreams.Hereās the thing about dreams, theyāre smoke.Theyāre spun as thoughts until they become something we think we want. Something we think we need.That was Miranda. She was smoke.I thought I wanted her. I thought I needed her.Over time reality crept in and slowly dissected and disemboweled my dreams like a predator, leaving behind a rotting carcass.Reality can be a fierce bitch.So can Miranda.And I can be a fool...who believes in dreams.And people.And love.Note from the author: Due to strong language and sexual content, this book is recommended for mature audiences only.
I Am Grey
Jane Washington - 2018
Itāll never happen. Not today, not tomorrow, not five years from now. Not when some idiot breaks your heart, or when you realise what your little sundresses do to everyone. Not when youāre thirty, not when youāre fifty. Iām going to push your limits, break you down, make you cry, and in the end ā¦ Iāll save you.āSome people exist in the blessed light of day, but I'm not one of those people. I exist in the bleak grey of a post-twilight world, where the warmth is sucked from the air and the weightless shadows come out to play. I will never be free, because I have a demon. It wasnāt always with me, but something happened, something bad. I lost a year of my life, and now here I am, just me and my demon.Maybe the demon is him: Nicholai Fell. He exists in the horrible darkness of a moonless night: quiet, full of mystery, completely unreachable. He might be in the profession of saving people, but it isnāt going to work this time. Not even when he starts to break all of his own rules.Because maybe ā¦Just maybe ...My demon is me.
The Boy Next Door
Ella James - 2017
Thatās what he was. Dash Frasierāmy hero from the day we met, when I was six and he was nine. His sister was my best friend, the three of us one happy crew. Then one sweaty summer night changed everything. No one understood me like Dash. No one made me feel so loved. Thatās why, when he skipped town, it wrecked me.Now Iām older. Wiser. Iāve just snagged my dream job, writing at a film studio. The lead animator on my project? You guessed it.Heās not the boy next door. Not anymore.Iām guarding my heart this time. But Dash has secrets that could break us both.
Forbidden
Tabitha Suzuma - 2010
He is seventeen; gorgeous and on the brink of a bright future. And now they have fallen in love. But... they are brother and sister.Seventeen-year-old Lochan and sixteen-year-old Maya have always felt more like friends than siblings. Together they have stepped in for their alcoholic, wayward mother to take care of their three younger siblings. As defacto parents to the little ones, Lochan and Maya have had to grow up fast. And the stress of their livesāand the way they understand each other so completelyāhas also brought them closer than two siblings would ordinarily be. So close, in fact, that they have fallen in love. Their clandestine romance quickly blooms into deep, desperate love. They know their relationship is wrong and cannot possibly continue. And yet, they cannot stop what feels so incredibly right. As the novel careens toward an explosive and shocking finale, only one thing is certain: a love this devastating has no happy ending.
Volition
Lily Paradis - 2015
Everything lines up so perfectly that you couldnāt have imagined it to work out better, but then you have to go and do everything humanly possible to ruin it because you canāt stand to have it go right? Thatās what I did. I did it because thereās a darkness that surrounds me, and I think I want it there. My name is Tate McKenna, and my soul is blacker than my heart.
Push
Claire Wallis - 2014
Everything is whirling around me, drawing the air out of my lungs and filling me with the best kind of turmoil. Every time his tongue slides against mine, a prickle in my gut tells me how right we are together. How much I need David. How much I need us.I hope the cyclone never stops.Emma Searfoss has spent a lifetime trying to escape her abusive stepfather. It's why she moved far away from home. It's why she's kept no ties with her remaining family. And it's why she's got a major rage problem. When her neighbor shows up to fix the kitchen in her new apartment, his enigmatic charm calms the fire in her. David is cool and collected, and he makes Emma feel safe for the first time ever. But David has his own chilling pastāhis six previous girlfriends have all disappeared without a trace. Emma's walking a dangerous line, but David's pull is intoxicating. And impossible to resistā¦This is a new adult romance with mature content for readers 17 and up.
Burying Water
K.A. Tucker - 2014
Refusing to answer to āJane Doeā for another day, the woman renames herself āWaterā for the tiny, hidden marking on her bodyāthe only clue to her past. Taken in by old Ginny Fitzgerald, a crotchety but kind lady living on a nearby horse farm, Water slowly begins building a new life. But as she attempts to piece together the fleeting slivers of her memory, more questions emerge: Who is the next-door neighbor, quietly toiling under the hood of his Barracuda? Why wonāt Ginny let him step foot on her property? And why does Water feel she recognizes him?Twenty-four-year-old Jesse Welles doesnāt know how long it will be before Water gets her memory back. For her sake, Jesse hopes the answer is never. He knows that sheāll stay so much saferāand happierāthat way. And thatās why, as hard as it is, he needs to keep his distance. Because getting too close could flood her with realities better left buried.The trouble is, water always seems to find its way to the surface.The top-selling, beloved indie author of Ten Tiny Breaths returns with a new romance about a young woman who loses her memoryāand the man who knows that the only way to protect her is to stay away.