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Savage Heat
K.L. Ramsey - 2020
I was fine with that until he walked into my life. Now, I can't shove that half of myself into the dark anymore. My club won't understand and the woman I want definitely won't get it, but what choice do I have? I want them both and I'm done with not taking what I want. Yeah, I'm savage enough to screw the rules to get what I want and I want them. Both of them—and I won't settle for less. You can't control who you love but sometimes, it's savage enough to make its own heat.
The Secret's Out
Lila Rose - 2015
She didn’t realise just how difficult it’d be until things turn ugly. Damaged by a past that leaves her struggling with physical contact, her brave move to start afresh, soon turns into a nightmare.Afraid and vulnerable, Josie’s fragile independence threatens to unravel around her. That is until the two men who refuse to leave her thoughts show up in Melbourne. Caden Adams, “Pick” to his biker brethren, has had a hard life. His only light is Josie, who he loses when she leaves Ballarat for Melbourne. Dealing with day to day life without his heart is hard, especially with the darkness threatening to consume him. When MC President, Talon, informs him that Josie’s in trouble, he’s determined to make sure he’s there to protect her. Only, he won’t be doing it alone. Eli “Billy the Kid” Walker has never experienced love, not even from those who should have cared the most. Only Josie and Caden have ever come close to infiltrating his hardened heart. With Josie gone, he pushes Caden away, unwilling to take a risk, even if it’s something he wants. When given with the opportunity to prove to each other how they really feel, will they all be able to have the courage to fight for what their hearts desire? Above all else, will they survive the fallout when their secret’s out?
Destroy For Her
R.B. Hilliard - 2020
For years, he’s watched over his fallen brother’s wife and daughter while refusing to let his true feelings get in the way.He loves her, but he can’t have her.Sage is in love with Alex Easton. A feeling he does not reciprocate. She’s an obligation—a painful reminder of his fallen brother—and, therefore, off-limits. After years of rejection, Sage decides to move on—to move past the club, to move past her love for Alex.
It’s a move that will cost her everything.
When Sage lands herself in some serious hot water, the club comes to her rescue.Can Ax and the Steele Raiders keep her and her daughter safe?Will Ax finally reveal his feelings for Sage, or will this new threat tear them apart for good?
Sometimes you have to fight for love, but sometimes you have to destroy for it.
Beyond Christmas
Bink Cummings - 2015
After ten years without a Christmas tree or people to celebrate the holidays with, I’m thrown for a loop when my new family shows me what Christmas is all about...biker style. Warning: Contains shameless adult sexual content, an arseload of profanity, and whatever the hell else that makes it unsuitable for folks under the age of 18. - Could be read as a Standalone- Although, Highly Recommend reading Beyond Her Words first. - Approx 21k Word Novella (Also included are 2 Excerpts from some of Bink's favorite MC Authors.)
Amy's Santa: Satan's Devils MC (Second Generation) #1
Manda Mellett - 2019
I can never wait to get back and see my dad, Heart, my stepmom and my younger brother and sisters, as well as the proxy cousins, uncles and aunts who I grew up with. The Satan’s Devils MC has been my family for all of my life.This year, though, I’m dreading it, knowing there are so many people who’ll be disappointed in me if the truth comes out. They’d know something was wrong if I didn’t go home. They’ll know something’s wrong as I fear I won’t be able to hide it.Xander’s been my rock since the night my world imploded. For three months he’s barely left my side, and he’s promised he won’t stop now. Maybe with him I can pretend everything is fine.One thing for certain, I mustn’t let my MC family into my secret. If they knew what had happened, they’d blame me for certain. Worse, they’d want to take matters into their own hands. I can do this. I can join in the celebrations and pretend that there’s nothing wrong. Can’t I?
Fabio's Remorse: Hell Raiders MC #5
Aden Lowe - 2016
He took everything war threw at him, knowing he had to get back to Justine. The Dear John letter came, and he wanted to die. The fucking enemy refused to cooperate, and he lived. Now, all he has is a Top Secret past, and the Hell Raiders MC. Justine had love and a career, but they took her honor, leaving her no choice. Fabio deserved more.Tragedy brings Fabio back into her life, and she can't turn away. This time, does she have the strength to fight for him? Will he refuse her?
Three Kings, One Night
Autumn Jones Lake - 2014
Especially when a would-be boyfriend stops by and Murphy realizes there's a lot he doesn't know about Heidi these days.2) Wrath and Trinity (note: this story takes place between Part 1 and Part 2 of Slow Burn.)When Wrath and Trinity find themselves in the clubhouse alone together on Christmas Eve, will they be able to set aside their animosity for one night?3) Z and LillyZ has a surprise for Lilly, but will it be enough to make her break her number one rule, and let him spend the night?
Betrayal
Jamie Garrett - 2018
I never had a real family. Not one you could count on to have your back, no matter what. David, my best friend and fellow solider, was the only person I trusted. Until the day I got him killed. Now the Steel Kings MC are my family, and my life. As their Sergeant of Arms, I keep the peace and pay my penance. That’s all I deserve. There’s just one complication. Cassie. My best friend’s widow, and the woman I’ve loved since the moment I laid eyes on her. I watch over her from a distance. She’s off-limits, always has been. One hot night with her writhing underneath me doesn’t change that. But then I found out her secret. Someone’s been leaving her notes, following her. I can’t let myself fall for her, but I’ll protect her with my life. Betrayal is a steamy and suspenseful alpha male MC romance and contains no cheating, no cliffhangers, and a happily ever after, guaranteed.
Love That Defies Us
M.N. Forgy - 2015
Having children, and a fiancé involved in a motorcycle club, has her and Shadow becoming distant, and missing their sexy escapades. A spark that was once a vibrant flame is now a suppressing ember.Shadow knows he has not been there for Dani, not like he should be. Doing the dirty work of the club, and taking on the responsibilities of Vice President of The Devil’s Dust, he’s had his hands full.With violent murders unfolding around the club, it has thrown town locals into a panic. What they didn’t expect was for them to get caught up in the carnage.Can Dani and Shadow survive the distance that has been wedged between them, or will it have them questioning their imminent marriage?
Caelin
Laramie Briscoe - 2019
Now I'm dealing with the repercussions of my actions and the blanket of guilt that smothers me from within. Or am I?
Road Demons (Book 2 Riggs)
T.L. Drake - 2021
As the Road Demons secretary, I’m in deep, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I have a reputation with the ladies, one that’s never bothered me before. Getting attached is a complication. I kick them out of my bed the minute I’ve had my fun. Then she walks into the gym, and I know I’m in trouble. Salem is sex on two legs with an attitude to match my own. I try to fight against the pull I feel towards her, but damn, the woman is my perfect match.SalemStarting over after losing everything isn’t easy. My shop is my number one priority. Making friends with a biker’s ol’ lady was just what I needed to help pull in customers. Having an instant connection with the club’s playboy was not what I was expecting. I didn’t leave one arrogant man just to fall for another. But here’s the thing about me, I like to be in control. Good thing Riggs seems to like that too.When the past collides with the present, something’s got to give. Can Salem and Riggs both overcome their inner demons?
Ride with Me
Chelsea Camaron - 2016
One transport brings them together as they keep the love alive in their relationships. Drexel ‘Rex’ Crews, hands down, gives his woman, Caroline ‘Lux’ Milton, whatever she wants, whenever she wants it. Now she wants a wedding. But first, he has a run for Crews Transports to Sumner, Georgia for the Ravage MC before he can give her the rest of his life. Every run for the Hellions MC is full of danger and chaos, and this one is no different. Rex just needs to get it done and get home to give his ol’ lady his last name. Donavon ‘Cruz’ surprised his ol’ lady, Harlow ‘Princess’ Gavelson, with a hell of a rock on Valentine’s day, knowing he and Cooper are hers for life. While excited, neither is pressing to set a date for the big day. They love life and live it to its fullest, always knowing it’s going to throw them curveballs at every turn.Cruz and the Ravage MC have a huge run that requires a little assistance from the Hellions MC to split the load and get it to its location on time. While the guys are gone, Princess learns some unexpected news that will change everything. What happens while these key players in their clubs are away? Are they prepared for what they come home to? Two clubs, two couples, one transport, and very little is the same by the end of the ride. *Intended for 18+ due to mature content*
Ride Hard
Hazel Parker - 2019
Your demons always find you. The Savage Saints took everything, leaving me orphaned, my dad bleeding out in my arms. I couldn’t get away fast enough. I took their money— they owed me that much after everything they stole from me— and left to start a new life. Go to med school. Forget the past. But how can I forget everything— everything that happened, everything I lost— when my new life is built on their dirty money? Everything I own is tainted. The only way out is to pay it all back. There’s a hitch in my plans I didn’t take into account, though. Trace, the Savage Saints president. He’s gruff, but betrays a gentle side. At least where I’m concerned. Our attraction is instant, Our chemistry undeniable. But giving in to him means riding straight back into the life that destroyed me once already. Will I survive a second time? Adult content.
Jokers' Wrath Motorcycle Club: Boxed Set
Bella Jewel - 2015
Fall in love with them the same way the world did. PRECARIOUS In darkness, we find danger. In danger, I find Beau. Ash is a prison guard, she's tough, she's strong and she never backs away from a fight. She takes her job seriously, she takes her training seriously, and everything in her life goes as planned. Until the day he is brought into the prison. She'll never forget meeting Beau 'Krypt' Dawson for the first time. He's a member of the Jokers' Wrath MC and it is said he killed an innocent family in the middle of a cafe, in cold blood. Deranged. Crazy. Psychotic. All those words describe the infamous Krypt, but Ash suspects there's far more to the quiet man than meets the eye. Secrets are being hidden by the club, information is being kept under wraps. Krypt is silent for a reason. Ash is desperate to know that reason. Continually fighting, Krypt is transferred to a high security prison. Ash is in charge. She's always prepared, always alert. Not even her skills will stop the club from ambushing them and taking back Krypt. Only Ash ends up right in the middle of it. They take her, too. Now she's stuck with a Motorcycle Club who are determined not to let her go. She's too much of a risk. Until the situation can be sorted, they send her and Krypt into the mountains together....alone. MELANCHOLY "There's never been a time I've cared about anything more than my club. Today that all changed. Today I got you." Maddox is the President of the Jokers' Wrath MC. He's hard, he's determined and he's never had to give his heart over…until the day he found and saved Santana. Sassy and head-strong, she's given him a run for his money for a solid five years. Their tension has built and both of them have danced around a passion that's burning so deep in their souls, it's all-consuming. They want each other - they're just too stubborn to admit it. Heat, lust and sassy natures will have them fighting against what's real. She's feisty, he's stubborn. But everything will change the moment she gets her first taste of the rugged, broody biker. There's one problem with this story...Maddox has a secret. A secret he knows will crush Santana. ANGUISH There are a lot of things in this world that are easy to escape from. Having a son you didn't ask for isn't one of them. Mack is a nomad. He likes his own space and he struggles with emotion. His past is grey and his future looks about the same. That is until his ex-girlfriend dies and his son is handed over to him. A two month old baby he didn't know existed. Until now. His world comes crashing down around him. Desperate, he hires a nanny. Jaylah has gotten herself into some serious trouble, so when she sees the job opening for a nanny pop up, she jumps on it. Of course she's not a nanny, but she figures she can pull it off. I mean, how hard can it be? DESOLATION Pippa. The girl you all know as damaged. Quiet. Broken. She doesn’t fit in. Nothing in her world feels right. She’s trapped in a spiral of darkness that seems to be consuming her day by day, until she sees nothing but an empty, black hole. Her world is a broken place she can’t escape. She has people around her who matter. Who love her. But it’s not enough. Not enough to break her out of the bitter despair she lives in. Until Tyke. He knows pain. He knows darkness. He’s sweet. He’s kind. But most of all… He understands her.